Admiration

FYI : Again, the me in this post is not actually me so stop the speculations and just read on

It’s the evening of 31st Dec. 2007
Just finished my work and waiting for bus
An empty bus-stop to my dismay
I was energy packed. Yes just few more hours and
Its new year

I saw her roaming here and there
She always impresses me with cute sketch
Dark skinned for some reason,
I always admire white skin for all reasons
And shez the one who took my attention

I cant stop watching her next 5 minutes or so
Can I go ahead and walk towards her?
My middle class feelings for embarrassment stopped me
‘Let me control and go ahead with plans tonite’
I told myself with inside fight.

She looked at me and gave a graceful look
The inner me nudged to go ahead
I smiled at her and I felt like she liked me too
Though shez a 100% different,
I see myself in her.

She started to walk towards me
That’s it I cant hold any more
There you go, I offered few biscuits
And she wagged her tail with gratitude

Haa, our life is almost same
You wag your tail for biscuits
And I wag my virtual tail for lotsa reasons
It’s a dog’s life after all
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

- the lonely soul wrecked by monotonus-IT-projects-life

It means Xmas

Christmas is one big occasion (or a good excuse) in western countries with their traditional way of celebrating it by having a good long family get together… The grown up kids or uncles or closest friends or other relatives normally meet at the convenient location (any of the residence) and just sit over the couch for whole day having good laugh, watching movies, playing games and eating those traditional food…

I never had this unique feeling even though I was at home with my relations for pongal or diwali… I normally hang out most of the times … be it my friends or family…. We always prefer to stay outta home…. This Christmas was another unique one in my life …. This is completely an unplanned one turned out to be a pleasant day altogether….

The morning was stunningly freezing as I realized this only when I cruised in my motorbike for cricket …. Paining 10 mins journey and we played a busy cricket for 3 hours without minding the heavy crowd at the ground…. Skipped my breakfast as its 11 already and I was getting ready to meet one of my relatives… not too close …din know them for long… all that pushed me to meet them was due to the fact that they live in 2 kms radius from my home and I was desperate to eat somewer out that afternoon…..

I don wanna go deep and dig in wat way they related to me… rather its better to explain their profile…. A gentleman with his own profile living Indian life after a good long period abroad…. A wife of him very much kindhearted and love to socialize… two kids of em getting accustomed to Indian life with their usual pinch of naughty and sometimes tough approach….. The couplez working for top 2 IT companies in Bangalore and hence not much elaboration needed on their lifestyle…. On top of it we found 3 more female old human beings and 3 more kids joined the family for a short vacation from their home town…

It’s all blasting with 4 ladies, 5 kids, 1 man and later my wife & me joined them…. Same conventional talks every wer with their own talk mates …. Me and the man of the house…. My wife with other ladies mostly talking further on relations, food, cooking, blab la blab la in the kitchen… the kids having their best time in their room with usual/energetic mix of playing & fighting….

Then came the lunch time where I should say I had one of the most healthiest lunch of the year…. The greens of drumstic, gravy from soya beans, cereals, rice, well made ladies fingers, bajjis, rasam and a lovely sweet to add with…. I had stomach (heart) full enjoying every second of it…. Usually the lunch hosts has this wrong definition of hospitality which means ‘Guests should eat more than what they are normally capable of …well basically to eat like a pig’….. I was more than happy on that occasion as they left the whole package to our wish on the customizing front…. But I ate to their surprise (periya surprise ilainu solreengala)…. And made them feel very much comfortable on that lunch segment ; )

We got in to a game called as Sequence which intrstd me in the first approach… its basically a board game to be played with usual set of playing cards…. 6 of we played in 3 teams…. Its more about thinking combined with a flavoured luck…. To all of our dismay the oldest lady + young kid team won the game without giving much effort….(isnt it a wonder??? I thought we are prout IT ians with impeccable thinking ability and all blab la wer poooof !!! in a flash ) I liked it though… : )

Later switched to movie watching event and this time the kids were getting closer and closer to me …. Some times I pity ther parents but most of the times I admired them (kids)…. We spent most of the day with fulla socializing & stuffs…. And with out plans it ended up like a proper & most typical Xmas day what it means to westerners ; )

Nalla nanban ilai enraal….!!!

Whatz bloody wrong with our Billa???? He killed his own employee (hahaha... super word) coz he betrayed him and plan to pull away from him and the business…Just think from his shoes…. That guy (who was killed) should be once socially unfit to lead a normal life like others due to reasons and so he joined billa & co to live his life…. He got all he wanted and once he got all the wealth and comfort ( & ofcourse girl friend) he decided to leave this so called ‘sinful life’ and lead a normal life…… how can billa trust him that he wont go out of the country and inform police about the smuggling group and put all the group’s life in trouble……… he did right thing !!!

I really love the attitude of this character Billa ….. veterans rajni and amitab donned the roles which was carefully crafted and remade with style experts ajith and sharukh….i enjoyed every moments watching all the 4 versions……

Friendship is one word which I worshiped ages ago…. Now its just-another-word in the dictionary for me…. Is it because I started to see more life out of life than I used to be before???? Or as I get to know more human beings apparently most of them turning me down ???? or sheer worst past???

I still have loads of good friends…. And infact very lovely friends ever since I decided to stop making good friends circle….. I don’t want to be a yet another hypocrite telling all the best about friendship and endup swearing at them at some point…. All I practically seen was this term is only used when therz a necessity arises between humans and they need each other for some reason…. Sounds a bit embarrassing but hard truth to digest….

Am not arguing against true friendship which I see as exceptional cases….. am just touching upon what I see against what is believed on the emotional front…..

why did the directors who thought of subjects for movies like Kaloori (tamil) and Happy days (telugu) which is college based friendship haven’t thought of projecting friendship beyond that age ???? its going little bit impractical…..the more the human gets matured he stays out of this gripless relations and the more the human sees money he tends to be more selfish….

Disclaimer: Friends … (hahaha) this post has no backend intentions ….just few thoughts I wanted to jot out…. Humans don’t agree with this need not agree as this is only MY opinion ;)