Saturday, December 28, 2013

12AM : FAQ

For the professional film makers, this is cake walk... For an ordinary middle class like me, this is one helluva achievement. This year will definitely be memorable for me purely for the reason that i managed to achieve something on the next level of creative passion. I have successfully directed my own short film and managed to release it too. I have to confess, am not crazy about film making but i have huge penchant towards 'being creative' Some thing that gives uniqueness to a human.


Here are the links pertaining to my first ever AV fantasy product, 12AM

The trailer : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DOSRZXYD8iY

The Promo song (this is actually promo footage shot for Suttakadhai movie, i snatched it )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aL1EfJOosE8

The Short film, 12:AM (with English subtitles) : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=riDxIRA4U5U

My contribution to the film : Story, Screenplay, Dialogues, Direction, Lyrics (promo / End credit song), Dubbing, Production and Subtitling (including patching and rendering)

Here are some Question and Answers regarding the short film itself. I am tired telling many individually and here is the compiled list... (Please don't speculate things, am no way blowing my own trumpet, as always, my blog's intention is to help my learning reach every one.. Take it or Leave it)

Q : What is your objective out of this short film ?
A : Frankly, no objective. I was on a stretch of theory classes learning film making and i want to put this out as a hands on class and hence tried this short film. Purely for the sake of creative satisfaction and learning curve. For sure, i have no desperation to make an income out of it though i wont rule out the possibilities.

Q: Did you achieved ?
A: Indeed, i must say, i am proud of the product and learnt lots of what not to do :)

Q: How was the support ?
A: In theory, nothing much. However, my good circle of friends, my parents and my wife encouraged me to go for it reading my mind. That's all the support i needed.

Q: Why such an abnormal-fantasy subject ?
A: To me, there are 2 types of admiration. One are those who want to see (possibly/probably or) exactly what exists in real world (Eg., Pursuit of Happyness, J Edgars, Nayagan etc.,) Others, who would love to experience something that doesn't exist but thrills them.(Eg., Lord of the Rings, Butterfly Effect, Arai Enn 305il Kadavul etc.,) I love portraying fantasies, specially supernatural stuffs.

Q: Why Super natural ?
A: From the childhood, you always have a supernatural fantasy running in your mind. Like, what will i do if i become a superman... What will i do if i become an invisible man... What happens if i go back in time few years ago... etc., This is something that excites you (even when you grow up) and keep your mind engaged for hours. After converting my imaginary world in to a film, i realized i am not the only one living in a fantasy world :)


Q: The logic about your title, 12AM ?
A: The holding point of the story is the incident/accident that happens at 12 Midnight. The AM literally means Anti Meridian which is basically the midnight but if you notice, the lead characters Alex and Margret also has AM ;) If you further notice, the clock actually shows 1:20 as the time which is irrelevant. The 2 hands points these 2 characters A and M in the title logo.

Q: Any other detailing, apart from the main content ?
A: We did focused on few minute detailing like the timing of the title (which is the title and real time), the connection between the romantic first few minutes and emotional pre climax, tried logical screenplay with mobile phone playing a part, no un-necessary characters in the frame etc.,

Q: What exactly is the mood of the film ? Comedy, Surreal, Absurdity, Action, Thriller, ????
A: Well, i never concentrated to portray a particular mood. To confess, i initially penned this to be a sarcastic humor but honestly, i cant get my dialogues do the just. So, i wanted to try multiple emotions like romance, humor, sarcasm, anger etc., So its an up and down of emotions through out and am glad it isn't a chaos.

Q: You like Mysskin ?
A: I know where you coming from, Yes, i was greatly influenced by Mysskin's Oanayum Aatukuttyum. The framing, the music all influenced me (and amazingly, my team too) on subconscious level. So, you can see lots of mysskinish things in 12AM but the plot and content no way close to his geniusness

Q: Why did the team info didn't appear in the beginning ?
A: Am not a Nolan and this is not a high budget hollywood film where people just know who is what by names in beginning. I wanted to showcase the product first and then show names in the end which to me, is real credit. I have also ensured the pictures of them also appears so that they get better recognition for their hard work.



Q: What was the positives about 12AM?
A: Every time i narrated the story, the first feedback was "You better plan well, this seems like bigger than short film" and therefore, i took the challenge and i set myself a goal, I should finish this film in less than 15 minutes and ensure the story is conveyed clearly. Bingo, i reached my primary goal as a writer and director. Apart from this, the work of technicians like Music, Editing and Cinematography was impeccable for a short film. All these made 12AM, a visual treat for sweet 15 minutes.

Q: How was the experience with the crew ?
A: I don't wanna fake it as amazing, mind blowing bla bla.. I like things to be organized and people should know the importance of what they are doing. Frankly, i didn't enjoyed directing much. I always had this Money-being-wasted thing running in mind all the time as i produced this myself. However, the chief technicians and artists did their work professionally.. Infact, they did more than what is required for a short film (given, the no/low remuneration they received) Overall, a good learning and i paid heavy for it. No Regrets though.


Q: Any particular bad experience ?
A: A lot, i would say and mostly because of my poor approach. Nothing can replace a good teacher like a bad experience. I am glad i had this during my intentional-learning-project.

Q: Will you direct again ?
A: Pass, Next ?

Q: Will you write again ?
A: Till i die

Q: Whats your take on the basics of film making ?
A: To spend enormous time during pre-production stage. Do proper planning and sort things out frame by frame. Write things down, have a good direction team, listen to suggestions but decide yourself, engage artists and technicians well ahead of your shoot and talk to them a lot. I did my best but still i slipped up in many places purely due to inexperience. Its an achievement if you get even 60% of what you conceived but am happy i got close to 80%

Q: Special names to thank ?
A: Thanks is definitely not the word but my love and wishes to the sweet hearts, Venky, Lakshmi Priyaa, Aroul D Jody, Ashwath, David, Alen, My (co-director) incarnation, Madav, the direction team (Alex, Mary and Sri) and the Libra Production staffs (Praveen, NRN Narayanan etc.,) I am indebted to them for my life. They all came out of the way to help me achieve what i was working for. There are many who refused to accept payments and worked in this for the love of art (i believe) and for sure, they have special place and wish them a successfull career.

Q: Is that all the names you go to thank ?
A: I needed a separate section to thank special 2. The first is my brother, my good friend, my mentor, Mr. Venkatesan (Dir. Nalanum Nandiniyum). I gained some knowledge and experience working under him in Nalanum Nandiniyum during which he was instrumental in sharing the work ways and many nice aspects about creative film making. The second is the hyper-active-knowledge ware house, Mr. Subu (Dir. Suttakadhai) I didnt get the opportunity to work under him but had observed his way and totally perplexed with the way he planned and executed things. Always on toes, and knows what he is doing, he never wasted his time. I took lots of inspiration from him doing multiple roles in film making than just being director. When it comes to film making, these 2 are my practical 'gurus'. Thanks to Libra Productions for making this happen.

Q: What next ?
A: No plans. For now, spend time with family. Honestly, I am not all that crazy about film making that makes me to stay ages away from family. For me, family is first and the world is next. Besides, my passion is to be creative and i always to keep myself dynamic. To me creativity lies every where. Writing, Photography, Cooking, Editing (just started) One has to challenge himself balancing life and work on his passion with out troubling both. Remember GodFather, One is not real man if his family isn't happy :)



Friday, December 06, 2013

Marathon Training

Its been more than a year since I have taken running as a serious sport and I am really happy that I finally got something to get myself in shape and improve my fitness levels to a better metrics. All my life, running was the most boring sport I ever experienced and last one year was like out of blues : ) As I type this, I owe finishers medals for 1 x 10 KMS, 3 x 21 KMS, 1 x 16 KMS (5 in total) My average timing is 21 Kilometers coverage in 2 Hours and 20 Minutes. If you are a better runner, then read the rest of the post as a fun… Otherwise, this might be a good motivation : )

What really happened ?

In the mid 2012, our team in office have registered for 10 KM Standard Charted Run. The registration fee was on the company and we are getting free goodie bag … Aaila !! (Naanga thaan OC la kuduthaa penayila kooda kudikaravangalaache goodie baga uduvomaaa… ) Then our boss mentioned, if we didn’t finish the race we have to repay the race registration fee and that striked like a nail in all … Few didn’t bothered to register. I went ahead took the challenge. I started training myself. Installed sports tracker app in my phone and started to practice. My figures were horribly bad, besides I can hardly finish 5 KMS. I ensured that in worst case I can safely walk to complete 10. I practiced on weekends but didn’t worked that hard. My target was to redeem the registration fee and don’t embarrass myself failing to run 10 KMS in front of my colleagues.

The race day arrived, few of our colleagues didn’t turn up. We started. FYI, the Standard Charted Marathon happens every first Sunday of December. it’s the most grand running event (festival) in Singapore and I was so astonished to see half of Singapore population was there. I felt so little seeing people of all ages were there running with smiles. I thought I should not give up. The flag off horn sounded, I started to run, the first 5 kms was nice and easy but slowly the morning heat and typical Singapore humidity started draining my energy. After 7 KMS, I started slow down and walk but when I checked the clock it wasn’t all that bad. The crowd and festival atmosphere boosted further. I was charged mentally and pushed myself. The last 1 KM was the most horrible and I gained all my energy for the final push. I finally made it in 1 hour and 9 Minutes. I received a finishers medal. Yay, that was the best feeling indeed !!!

And then ?

I don’t wanna tag the rest as history. After that I started exploring the running events happening in Singapore. Found the next big event in May which is Sundown marathon. That is a midnight run. I gathered all my courage and registered for 21 KMS run. This time I started getting serious and practiced with what ever time I got (mostly on weekends and one of the weekdays)

How to train ?

I didn’t know we are allowed to carry music players during the run. Since I knew this now, I got myself a sports headphone, a pouch, sports tracker app in my mobile etc., Luckily my neighbour hood is relatively quiet and friendly one for runners. I used this and practiced sincerely. The key for running long is not really being fit, its actually engage your brain for the next 1 hour or so. What I really did was started listening all those peppy, charge up songs while I run. Personally, that helped me in coming up with nice little plots, screenplay elements for my film scripts (films ?? Scripts ??? Thaz altogether another story.. Will brag about that in my next post)

Registered for 21 KMS run helped me a lot in getting in to shape. All the time I fixed my mind that 10 KM practice is basic requirement. A week before the D-day, I did couple of 20 KM runs. I was bloody happy to know I can actually do it. On the race day, I bloomed with confidence and I finished my first 21 KMS in 2 hours 30 minutes. The finishers medal for a 21 KM run is the best sports achievement in my life. At 32, I didn’t had this scene even in wildest of my dreams.

What happened there after ?

I got confident and registered for other runs. I did one in Madras Marina, Adidas King of the Road in Singapore and the best one, Coimbatore Marathon. I started performing better but I had other problems like flat feet, over pronation of feet, swinging sugar levels etc., I slowly learnt tricks to over come those and focused on one thing, RUN. Finally, I managed to inspire my little son and he really participated in his first run of his life in, guess what ? … STANDARD CHARTED KIDS DASH… I am happy that he too enjoys the run with out bothering about the performance.




What can running do to you ?

- Fitness

- Keeps you young, mentally

- Happy mind

- Enhance creative thinking

- Self Confidence

- Self Pride

- Inspiration for others

When I say the above, I mean it ... :)



End note

One thing I can assure you, run for once in a event and get a finishers medal, that moment when you get the medal will make you run all your life. Its an experience one should never ignore !!!