***swamped with life***

eh??? i can see u all unwillingly puzzled with this title arent ya???.... well am not really in a cheer mood for past few days..... (very apparent!!!! cant write the reasons out here) .... but i feel like i really need a break...im a little confused wth how to live my life... i was actually in no mood to blog at all...however, i need to record this feeling by some means and i am no way intersted in storing this in a private diary.. (i don have one any way...)

this morning i have seen one of my friend's (not actually, but i wud love to be his...) blog... ive seen the updates very recently which is absltly not a routine or a normal happening ( **coz he was expired in an accident, like an year back :( ** )... how come his blog gets the recent entry then??? i cant stop tears wen i come to know his mom is continuing in her son's name.... that really affected me a lot....she waz expressing her happiness as her son lived the way he liked for all his life time (tho he had a very short life) ... her lines are just lively and expresses how much affection they both got on each other.... man if i have a magical power or some miracle i can do for only once in my life ....i will jus get him back alive.... :(

i read this arnd this morning and the trauma sits in my cerebellum until now (i dunno for how long....i wish i shdnt think abt this) and this affected me for some reason....this clubs along with the worst (worried rather...) phase that i am facing in my life.... i hvnt given enuf concentration in my presentation either and i pray things shud change very soon to see the daffodils blooming again :-

aiming is gettin more perfect :)

i can still rmbr hoe i felt durin wen am writin my last blog.... i left office arnd 7pm on friday and got in to the bus...my mobile started shivering (oh well its in vibration mode) and my frnd called me up to say that the movie is not running in the cinema for some reason.....yessss... i was all happy thought we all cud go again some wer in the weekdays.....but happiness always hates me...i rchd home and my mates wer worried that the movie is banned in whole state for historical reasons......hell yaar !!!

we all went to local eat out and had handy dinner...then been to snooker club near by ...i felt a lot rejuvenated to play my favrte indoor game after a very long time.....later at nite we got in to carrom action....its new game for me... i neva played this before and i was a freqnt snooker player but no carrom...felt a lotsa difference and cannot get goin well.....then got myself on toes and i liked the way i improved myself in aiming it....(good boy aravindh, u are always the one arent ya?? ;) ) my team won the game too (u r rite, it shud b the outstanding effort of my team mate)



next mrng cricket.....then carrom all day .... im improving at a good phase.... cant believe this yo....keep goin aravindh !!!! next day wth carroms too..... planned for a mini trip to bannerghata zoo but 2 of our homies wer a lot reluctant and cant make any progress wth this plan... saw a crap tamizh movie called UYIR yesday (wasteaaa time!!!) altogether spent most of the weekend wth aiming objects .... :)

shudn't b happening ahhhh :x

iam all charged up today to watch much awaited 'pulikesi' movie this evng.....im late today to office (happening after 2 months odd) due to late nite wrk yestrday... i strted fumbling after 4 lookin at the rain outside....i wanted this to slow down as i gotto ride 20 km to reach cinema...i was quite confident i cud make it and the clock nagged me tellin its 5.30...now go!!!

i quickly packed up and rchd the gate and i have no confidence for riding the bike wth this outrageous rain and over whelming traffic crossing 20 kms.... i thought i cud drop at this point..i called up my mates and told this ...very apparently they arent happy about this and i have no good choice to make....they how ever managed to find a replacement for me....im totally screwed up wth this bloody rain that knocked me down.... :(

my roomie and me planned to make this up at some point next week... i don have any clue wen we gonna go...but gotto go (waz the life for.... then) now me back in my desk typing the most non-intrstng blog all myself..... (aravindh ithu unaku thevaya...) probably if my fate isnt kind wiv me, the cricket play tomrrow morning will also get cancelled coz of this world's worst rainy day..... now i gotta sing the song 'Rain rain go away and plz don spoil any weekends'

germans in 3rd place :-| (u thnk am worried?)

the mity (i think) germans finally managed to get the 3rd position in the footie wrld cup.... the master oliver khan (german goal key) pleased to see he with his team won the last international match of his careerand that too in his own country... he well mite join the german county team ....he was a star in last world cup leading them to finals and very unfortunately lost in the end fight....

Italy got the world cup... i have no comments on this country...a decent performance and they deserve it for ther effort any way....shame on zidane in french side....a man of his caliber cant sign off wth a disciplinary action on him....his silly bull fight thingy on a italian made him a loser in many hearts tho he showed a great performance in world cup....

foot ball is all out now....gettin back to our world...me not feeling great for a week ...nothng intrstng is happening as of now....i am now leading a life of an average soft. devpr's life...jus another human thaz it....not really challenging prjcts to knock my brain....same busy schedule (like evry developer pretend to be ;))

a relaxation in the middle of all boring routine is my gymming every day (ofcourse weekdays) ...im strict wth my gym attendance, its been around 5 weeks and i am already feeling lot rejunevated....few exercise are really repulsive...however they are the need of the hour for me now....im a lot settled wth the gym and timings....goin really well with it... :)

pain, germany lost......freaking hell !!! portugal too :(

it was all crap since last friday wth footie.....germany lost so badly against italy and that was shame on ther part....im speechless wen my frnds arnd...they all takin the piss outta me and i was all zipped for a while hoping atleast portugal will get thro......bloody hell....they lost to france too....and now i am all loser wth all my favrtes (germany, england and portugal) been sent back ..... wat more u need to stay repulsive in yr workstation for the whole week like a dumb A*S !!!

we had a gorgeous treat in this week ....it was hosted by my frnd (back from USA) and me (for my promotion) ....in gufa restrnt (jayanagar) .... the place was fulla lavishing ambience wth mock cave settings and servers in hunter's costume....waz a gud alien environment n all njoyed....decent food but way too expensive....(yoghurt rice rs. 75 man they gotta b kidding me..)





its friday.....nt much exciting tho.... planning to get my ass to wrk tomrrow(tho being saturday) as well ( believe it....evn aravindh can work ;))

footie in the big screen :)

the friday was one of the boring and longest weekday i had.....i was so eager and cant wait to see the much awaited Germany Vs. Argentina....i was planning to collect all my frnds to my house and have a good fun....but i had the double flavour....my frnds at trilogy called me up and asked me to join them the footie in the giant screen in ther office....more over therz gonna b snacks and drinks to the viewers all evng...hoe can i say no !!!! i was all thrilled and waiting for 7 o clk to come.....i wasnt commited in gym either.....got the 7 o clk shuttle to trilogy.....rchd ther arnd 8.15 and all set to watch the grand gala quarter finals....

it was way huge screen and the ambience was abslte thrill and excitmnt.....ppl started flowing in ...we occupied the first table to have a better view....ther u go can see the michael ballack;s 11 lining up to kick argie;s ass...most of the chaps ther wer argentina supporters and i was very much thrilled.....the kick off started and the game was thrilling to see both the teams struggling to have the possession in ther opponents area...ballack had a header chance in the first half and missed it narrowly.....the first half is done but no goals as yet in the board...the argie players wer looking like bulls waiting to pierce the human flesh.....german;s wer too courageous to take up the fite .... argies are playing under rain of fouls and germans wer over looked i guess....at times...

the second half started and every one at ther edges.....freaking hell!!! argie made a goal and the whole place was electric and i was like jumng out of the terrace....my mouth was fulla nails after since the 52nd minte....was waitin for the wonder to happen...and the germans put everything on ther feet to save themselves.....and the 80th minte arrived...i slowly started losing the hope .... my frnds started taking the piss outta me....crap man this cant b happening....its ther home after all germans do some thing..the argie goal keeper got a severe blow in his ribs trying to stop a corner...he was replace by no. 2 goal key..he is not smart enuf against germans.....82nd minte i guess.....ther was a lovely heading ballck passed on to klose and klose the silent and smart one converted it as the 2nd best goal (on my rating) inside the poles....and thaz it ...my joy knew no bounds.....my throat fully occupied wth the noice elements of the combination (Y-E-S-S-S-S-S-S).....

Klose, the silent storm

now the fun begun and me back to normal picking the hell out of those flippin argie fans....later the full time almost got over...the extra time rolled off too....now the moment of penalty shoot out and germans wer too confident on ther goal key (lehman) besides argie doesnt have ther best goal key....but the history scared me a bit telling argentina never lost in the wrld cup to a penalty shoot out climax....oh my god....the fun begun....lehman jus outclassed and saved germans to semi finals.....joy had new meaning that day and i was all jumping out of josh....my dear argie fan frnds jus dig ther faces under the ground .....it was all fun that nite and rushed back home wth lotsa satisfaction....

the next day was england Vs. portugal....my 2nd support goes to england after germany....i was hoping to see germany Vs. england in final.....shame !! england lost in the penalty shoot out against portugal....i will blame lampard (aka idiot) who let down his team wth his stupid fut ball skills....another surprise (not a lot tho) was brasil lost to france....it is now all europeans to fight in the pool of semi final clashes.... i wish germany Vs. portugal in finals.....germany to win the cup....all i wud wish.... :)